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LOLA 39/365

            LOLA Day 39
September 14, 2014

E had some night terrors last night, and it was very scary. It took quite awhile before he got settled in for a restless sleep.

Sleep deprivation has been my worst enemy through all of this. Soon as I get too tired, I end up quite a bit more emotional. My day was really good, and I debated posting some of the fun and happy photos from earlier in the day, but a lot of you have told me you like my posts because they are real. And I haven't posted a crying photo yet, although I have cried. So here is my very real crying, I can't believe I am posting this LOLA for tonight. I have some of very hard decisions to make this week. I am ready to make them, however that doesn't mean that they are easy.  I know they will be the right decision, and I am building character and doing what is right for E and I, but it doesn't make it any easier.  Easy would be doing what I know isn't the right decision. Taking the "easy" way out and then regretting it later down the road.

I am fully okay with crying, and have been doing more than my fair share over the last few months. I let the emotions out, sometimes over analyze them and then try to move forward.

Quotes for today:

*Crying is all right in its way while it lasts. But you have to stop sooner or later, and then you still have to decide what to do.” 
― C.S. Lewis, The Silver Chair

*Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take can sometimes be the most painful...” 
― José N. Harris

*We all make choices, but in the end our choices make us.” 
― Ken Levine
   

Taken on: September 14, 2014

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Camera: LGE Nexus 5, f/2.9, 1/50 sec, 1.2mm, ISO 301 (more info) (hide info)

Camera:	LGE Nexus 5
Aperture:	f/2.9
Exposure Time:	0.02 sec (1/50)
Focal Length:	1.2mm
ISO:	301
Exposure Bias:	0 EV
Flash:	No Flash
Color Space:	Uncalibrated
Software:	Adobe Photoshop Lightroom 4.1 (Windows)
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