70/365 Who am I? - A Deviant - a photo on Flickriver

            The reason for this picture is that I feel like I have to tell you a little about a side of myself that I have kept completely under wrap on here... and it may shock  lots of people but I don't really want to hide this side of me completely. It isn't as it gets out lots!

BE WARNED.

When I was a child I LOVED to play games called 'Pirates and 'Villain and Cop'. The Pirates and Villains were suppose to run away from the bad guys and try not to be captured and put in 'jail' or tied to the 'mast'... I really DIDN'T mind being captured...

Not sure if I should tell you what I did to my Barbies... but here goes! I use to tie them up with yarn and suspend them out my bedroom window. I thought it looked nice, actually beautiful in a way!

When I was a teenager I had my first crush and love like everyone else. Nothing too different about that. But I liked looking up Hentai as I liked pictures of people being tied up. Still just found them really beautiful and I wondered about the different techniques to tying people up. I found it interesting.

When I was 19 I admitted to myself what I was into, I had found out WHAT it was called and what it was about. I am very openly into BDSM.

When I was 20 me and two other girls started a group for young people into BDSM that got really popular and it is still! They meet up once or twice a month just to talk about BDSM, their experiences and thoughts. The group is called UFSM (Ungt Fólk og SM/Young People and SM). I even got to know a couple of my best friends here in Iceland through this group!

In 2006 I went to KinkFest in London and got to know a WHOLE different scene then in Iceland. I got to know a couple of people that still remain very good friends of mine, one of them is Rory who is basically the one person that will always tell me off if he feels I am not taking good care of myself!
Later that year I was interviewed about BDSM as a young woman on the scene, so as I say I am very open about this part of my life, even to my family! My family knows I am into BDSM even though most of them don't know anything else and don't want to know, I chose to tell them rather then they'd find out via interview in a magazine!

In 2007 I went to London and got to know MC who is also a very good friend of mine now. He introduced me to even more people that are really good friends of mine now! He also helped me getting into the club scene and dared me to be myself around everyone!

Later in 2007 I moved to England, I started to go to London Munch, LAM (London Alternative Market) and Club Hades regulairly as well as I tried to attend Putney Munch every time I could. When I was in London I got to know a WHOLE different side to MYSELF! I wasn't as shy, as afraid to be myself, I wasn't afraid to EXPRESS my own thoughts and I wasn't afraid to do what I wanted. I got to know some AMAZING people... they know who they are xx

When I moved back to Iceland I was so sad and I felt empty! I felt like I had just left EVERYTHING that made me feel good about myself. But now I know I haven't, I am STILL the girl in London, after living there for a year I am still unafraid to take risks. I would rather be myself then pretend to be somebody else!

If you worry about my own well being, don't! I am the only person that should have to worry about myself in regards to that. I DO play it safe. I don't play with people I don't know and trust. There are always going to be people that care for me and know me 150% around me when I play.

I really hope you all don't think differently of me now. I am STILL the same girl that has been posting the last two and half months. This is just a part of my life. Maybe I shouldn't have shared this... but I wanted you all to know ME not someone I pretend to be.

Care, V.

Taken on: March 11, 2009

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